So Long

5 Years since I last blog. Didn't realize tat my Kajuaz blogspot still exits.

New Start

This is the 2nd week of my new job... Am surprised tat i got a new job in such short time, didn't really had a rest at all... Well am wif NCS now... Still back to my old trade, IT... But ths time is shorter working hrs, lesser work and much higher pay... Super happy bout it...

15 Days of Sick Year And Going

Since 1st day of cny i've been sick... now??? I'm more sick... My sore throat and cough is actually on the way of recovering liao... but god noes wat the hell happen, it juz suddenly worsen... Had to take MC... I'm coughing very badly juz like having TB lidat... A little bit of cold air can make me cough... Juz imagine a day in office... After a day of rest, which seems to be a little bit better, now i'm getting signs of fever... Wat!!! Wan mi to die izzit... Already 2 weeks i did not have a good meal, actually having 1 meal per day only... Wat else??? Dunno how long its gonna prolong...

Like i said, i thrown my letter liao... After much much consideration... Yah and the next day my mgr caught mi on the way to work and spoke to mi... Asking mi y? Telling mi alternatives... Of coz on direct frontal i give a bit of face saying i might consider if he do some alteration for mi... 2 days later he gave mi his side of ans... after hearing it, my heart actually froze lah... How stingy could this company be... Really fucked up... My mind is set, no point staying, i dun see a path to brightness, only path to horn's end... Tomolo i'll give him the final ans... AND TATS IT! NO MORE CONSIDERATION NEEDED! Even if he increase my salary by 2x...

A Bad Start

This yr i did not go Msia for my CNY... Juz no mood to enjoy... Worked till 9pm on Wed... Real Fucked up... Went to Zouk after wif colleagues... But god damn it, i'm running fever... Wat a great timing... Shldn't have drank the Martell & Beer... Makes mi worse... Didn't enjoy so went home early... 1st day of CNY still having fever, no one at home... Gotta settle my meals all by myself... Due to hunger, juz gotta use the remaining strength to cook my spaghetti... Then is back to my bed to rest...

2nd day with a subsided fever but incoming throat inflamation and cough juz worsen my day... No appetite to eat... Cooked a simple porridge and settle it... Then in back to my room for DVD marathon, seriously it not bad to spend the whole day watching movie... Actually suppose to meet Shanice out for CJ7 which i haven catch yet, but little noe tat she already arrange the movie wif her frends liao...

3rd day of CNY juz cant get any better... Throat and cough worsen... Miserable... Again down to porridge... And DVD marathon again... And till the very last min, Shanice who was at Dragonfly ask mi out to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd... Yeah, a midnite... Its already 12+ and the decision is made... Rush Hours... Checked the Cinema and time and booked... Boom tats it... Went down to Cathay for it... Nice show, a very typical Jack Neo Singaporean Show... Only thing is the story line ain't tat good compared to his previous one... Seems very incomplete, story not linked... Feels like the story been made up in a very rush mode... But i still have a good laff thou...

4th day juz another boring day... Watch 1 DVD only and rushing to prepare my Valentine's Flowers order... This yr is really bad, wif CNY hitting juz b4 V day is really damn rush, every guy is so busy wif their hands on MJ, 21 & collect ang paos, they juz forgot tat V day is so close... Juz done up wif my orders... Yeah i noe i will be expecting ppl to call on 13th... They muz wait till the shit knocks on their asshole then they find toilet one...

5th day... Make a guess... Back to work again... Wat the hell... Oh yah... Going to throw my R letter today... After lots & lots & lots of consideration, i decide to do it... Really no pt hang on to a company like this anymore, really degrades myself... No doubt tat i have a very strong bond wif my colleague, but its not getting mi anywhere... I need to my a way out...

Tak Sama

Everyone single soul in this world is different... Maybe 1 in mllion will be the same... The looks, character & mindset...

Eve once told mi " Not everyone is like u... Doesn't mean watever u can do, the others can do. Dun expect other ppl to think like u or do like u. " "The problem wif u is u everytime expect ppl to have the same thinking as u do. " Yah... actually Eve told mi tat more than once lah, juz tat i forgot everytime till the last time... I gave a deep tot into her words, wif flashback on wat i did and tot... Its true, her words are very true... Everyone have their own way of thinking, watever u think is right, other ppl think otherwise... Watever talent u have, other ppl will not have the same as u... Its juz like some ppl can sketch out a beautiful drawing in juz 20mins... Can u??? Yes we can learn but learning also means u need to have bit of the talent as well... For eg, a simple KTV song wif so many ppl singing it, everyone sings it wif a different taste, tones, tempo & vocal... I'm sure u heard horrible singings b4... Some things cant be forced... We all have a different talent within us, its up to u to explore urself and make good use of it...

Irene was a good frend, a movie kaki... Recently she is so busy wif her work tat cant meet up for a movie... And wats more she is in love... She asked mi out for a movie 1 day, i replied " I tot u will be too busy wif ur bf. " And i got " Hey, got bf, all the more i shld remember my frend. " I was stunned by her words... Felt so guilty saying she is busy wif bf... My bad...

A different countdown

It was a very last min decision... I headed up to KL on 30th wif 3 of my collegues... Wanted a different ambience of New Year Countdown... It was the most horrible motel stay i had... Never knew there are such motels around... The room is miserably small, juz enuff for a double bed, a small bathroom + a TV, the worst thing is no windows... Terrible, make mi have the feeling of like trapped... Anyway other than the lodging, the rest was good...


Reach KL around 2+ on 3oth, went to check in and have lunch, after tat we roam around the shopping centre... Nite time we met up wif their frends in Kl, 4 lady... They brought us for a good meal and show us around... Very nice of them to be our chauffeur... Actually we planned to go Zouk for our countdown, but according to them, Zouk has now became pig sty... infested wif pigs liao, so not as fun as last time liao... So they brought us to somewhere else where Cinas gathers... haha... And the stupidest mi brought my camera there without my memory card, wat the... Luckily the gers have camera, at least i have memories of 2008... Haha... Here are some pics they sent mi, too many liao... juz upload a few...

Mi with Reiko

Mi with Joanne

Mi , Steven , Law , Nigel

Mi , Kelly , Reiko ,Nigel

Celine , Steven

Cherry , Joanne , Mi

Here's a little something

On Christmas nite, i can fall asleep... Mind was running thru alot of things... I tot of u... and this sudden idea came up... I wrote a 对联 for u...


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